I'm hurt. My stomach is in knots. I have less than 4 weeks to find a job if not then 500 miles away is where I'll be for the next year...away from my husband. I guess God is the only one who knows what plan he has ahead for me. I'm just feeling disappointed in myself. I had a really good interview 2 weeks ago, but I walked out of there not fully satisfied with it. Yesterday I recieve an email saying that the position I applied for was not yet available and then today I get another email stating that another applicant has been selected for the position I was interested in. Back to the drawing board. It's just overwhelming and I feel like I'm drowing.